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all songs by Francisca Cortesão, except International Loss Adjusting (music by Mariana Ricardo and Francisca Cortesão, lyrics by Francisca Cortesão) and I Don’t Want To (words and music by Luís Nunes aka Walter Benjamin and Francisca Cortesão)
Down from where I sit~Way below these dreamlike cruising heights ~Someone’s going home for the night~Someone’s out buying dinner~~I am reading a book about walking~I’d much rather be walking~I’d much rather be doing pretty much anything~~If I need my legs to be moving ~For my thoughts to start to make sense~Well then, in my defense~This is no place for thinking~~In a narrow blue seat ~Pressing my face against the plastic window pane~My head is for spinning~And my heart is for sinking ~~Miniature snacks~Wheeling along~The carpeted aisle~Miniature drinks~Could you fizz this fuzziness away~~Miniature snacks~Wheeling along~The carpeted aisle~Miniature drinks~Would you fizz this fuzziness away
Wake up late and dive right into the water~Then spend a while drifting in and out of sleep~Without the urge to give everything a meaning~Never even know what time it is~~The smell of sunscreen and ripe cantaloupe~The kind of weather that softens the muscles~Hold on to this languorous feeling~Slowly breathe it in~~Delectable hours~Of so little motion~Emotional stillness~Just sunlight to worship~~You don’t even like cantaloupe ~But oh the days when cantaloupe’s in season~Remember this languorous feeling~Slowly breathe it in~~Delectable hours~Of so little motion~Emotional stillness~Just sunlight to worship~~Just sunlight to worship

In a palace of my own delusion~That’s where I find some peace~No outstanding bills no haunt me~No unending tasks to taunt me~In a palace of my own delusion~~At the intersection of hope and fiction~Is where I make my home~There’re a yes waiting for every request~There’s no doubt digging a hole in my chest~At the intersection of hope and fiction~~Oh the lengths that I can go to ~Look at me now~Will I laugh at it later?~I executive produce the drama~I’ll executive produce the sequel too~~Oh the very fabric of my wishful thinking~Is colourful and strong~No reality ever seeps through the seams~It won’t make me question the worth of my schemes ~Oh the fabric of my wishful thinking~~Oh the lengths that I can go to ~Look at me now~Will I laugh at it later?~I executive produce the drama~I’ll executive produce the sequel too
An airplane a ferry boat~And on the other side~I would still be the same me~And I’m no fun to be around ~~Should we have one more ~Or should we cut our losses~Come tomorrow~Will we be by each other’s side ~~I wasn’t born to be wild ~You take a little getting used to ~I wasn’t born to be mild~~I wasn’t born to be wild ~You take a little getting used to ~I wasn’t born to be mild~~An airplane a ferry boat~And on the other side~There would still be you and me~And you’re no fun to be around ~~I wasn’t born to be wild ~You take a little getting used to ~I wasn’t born to be mild (you take a little getting used to)~~I wasn’t born to be wild ~You take a little getting used to ~I wasn’t born to be mild
I’m aware that I’m not~The best of my kind~However many miles~~Still I think I may be~Of value to you~Let me prove it's true~~Please make room for me~Please make room for me~Please~Make room for me~~Please make room for me~Please make room for me~Please~Make room for me~~I can cook~And I can’t stand the sight~Of an unmade bed~If we were to be wed~~You’d never have to shop for vegetables~You’d never have to fold your own clothes~You’d never need~A dictionary~~Please make room for me~Please make room for me~Please~Make room for me
Hardware conveying~Your closeted dreams~Relaying them along~The satellites~~Leading you on~Your closeted dreams~Curated over years~Relentless~~Deferring to greatness~Your closeted dreams~Waiting in the dark~Wound so tight~~They know just the door to escape through~Your closeted dreams~They’ll endeavour to find~Their way out

This little art has made me feel a little less inept~This little art has filled my time and given me a script~Were I to go without it what would fill my sit-down days?~~I’ve written dialogue~I’ve written lines of poetry~I’ve written words for comic books and for my friends’ fanzines~I’ve written pages on construction, liner notes, terms of service~~Misunderstandings~Some I will love, some i’ll find fun~They are par for the course~Most I will learn from~And all will add up to random information~All will end up as random information~~This little art has made me feel a little less inept~This little art has filled my time and given me a script~Were I to go without it what would fill my sit-down days?~What would fill my sit-down days?~What would fill my sit-down days?~~Misunderstandings~Some I will love, some i’ll find fun~They are par for the course~Most I will learn from~And all will add up to random information~I go out of my way~And all will add up to random information~All will end up as random information
It’s a competition~Muscles on a mission~Muscles on a mission in the sand~~It’s a competition~Muscles on a mission~Muscles on a mission in the sand~In the sand ~~Young misters, young misses~Coded recognition~Forget all you learned~Here in the in sand~~You paid for admission~They paid for admission~Will you melt under this willing surround stare~Surround stare~Surround stare~~Ice cream for distraction~Smoking for attention~Forget all you learned~Here in the in sand~In the sand ~In the sand ~~Surround stare
Pots and pans ~Bearing witness to my failed attempts ~At domesticity ~With someone other than you~~Cloths and cutlery ~Sometimes they seem to stare right back at me ~As I stumble through another ~Awkward night ~~Hope there’s still some hope for me ~I want to learn to ride the wave ~~Oh my friends ~Gentle and kind, wise and prescient ~Have been letting me down easy ~Now for weeks ~~I’ll re-task ~The effort I put into colouring the past ~Into searching for a future I want in~~Hope there’s still some hope for me ~I want to learn to ride the wave

From under a cloud of dust ~I swear I felt my soul reach out ~New-agey as it may sound ~I heard it whisper in a gravelly voice ~~You can’t cut a slice of honey ~I’d found out the hardest way before ~Still I’m here for more ~~It didn’t have to be the summer ~All those summer evenings gone to waste ~But it was the case ~~From under a cloud of dust ~I swear I felt my soul reach out ~New-agey as it may sound ~I heard it whisper in a gravelly voice ~Enough ~~International loss adjusting ~International just in time for the end ~That’s how I’ve been ~I’m not great at being angry ~Waiting for the other shoe to drop ~I’d rather not ~~From under a cloud of dust ~I swear I felt my soul reach out ~New-agey as it may sound ~I heard it whisper in a gravelly voice
I heard a creepy rendition~Of a song I used to love ~I was on the edge of thinking of something deep ~But there was someone at the door ~~For a moment the man peddling real estate~Looked like a handsome astronaut ~Lately I have the the attention span ~Of a tiny anxious dog ~~I might ~Run wild ~~At the very mention of a party ~At an early summer afternoon ~At myself reflected in a pretty stranger’s eyes~For the littlest of whiles ~~I went back into the apartment ~Holding a glossy brochure ~Of a house with a kidney-shaped swimming pool ~Surrounded by the fake outdoors ~~So if I ever grow a fortune~ – by some accident I’m sure – ~We can all lounge in the lounging chairs ~And drink wine like connoisseurs ~~I might ~Run wild ~~At the very mention of a party ~At an early summer afternoon ~At myself reflected in a pretty stranger’s eyes ~For the littlest of whiles
Who would have thought ~At thirty-six ~I’d find myself jealous of a cat ~Who’s sitting on your lap ~~I make excuses ~To write to you ~~I’m trying hard ~Not to fall ~Before I know it’s halfway true ~Halfway true ~~Halfway true~Halfway true ~~How can I tell ~At thirty-six ~If this is wishful thinking~Or a momentary lapse of clarity~~Keep it simple ~Isn’t that the golden rule?~~Don’t go catching any feelings ~Before you’re halfway through to sure ~It’s halfway true ~Halfway true ~Halfway true ~Halfway true~~If it’s only halfway true ~I’m happy to have gone there with you ~If it’s only halfway true ~Halfway to ~Somewhere new
I wonder baby ~Did we get the chance to ruin every street in the neighbourhood~Did we get the chance to ruin every part of the town we love ~Or do you want to go again ~Do you want to go again ~~I wonder baby ~Are you ever going to come by and pick up the rest of your stuff ~Do you think we had the chance to break other’s heart enough ~Or do you want to go again ~Do you really want to go again~~I wish you would ~Stay off my mind ~I wish you would ~Stay off my mind~~I wonder baby ~Do you miss me most in the afternoon ~Will I stop missing you any time soon ~Or is this something else I’m going to have to learn to live with ~~I heard it said baby ~There’s a time and a place for everything ~You shouldn’t mix up the end and the beginning ~For a lack of better words to describe the mess that we found ourselves in ~~I wish you would ~Stay off my mind ~(some days I feel comfort in the weirdest things) ~I wish you would ~Stay off my mind~(some days I almost feel like myself again) ~I wish you would ~Stay off my mind~(some days I’m almost one with the universe)
I got up past the third snooze again ~I had sworn this year would be different ~A blackbird was singing a straightforward song ~And I tried to harmonize with it ~~I suppose it’s just how it goes~After your thirtieth ~You want to believe you can be anyone ~But it’s pretty obvious ~~Out of the abyss ~And into the groove ~I do the same thing ~Again and again ~~Finally moving I go through my pockets ~For a stray piece of chewing gum ~Aspartame, glycerin, peppermint flavour ~Lanolin, sodium ~~My best ideas die quietly ~At the altar of laziness ~I suppose it’s just how it goes ~After your thirtieth ~~Out of the abyss ~And into the groove ~I do the same thing ~Again and again
Here comes your baby ~Now if only you were taller~Here comes your baby ~And the room becomes much smaller~~Here comes your baby ~And the night is raw and tender~All the sharpness is suspended ~What can you do but surrender? ~~Here comes your baby ~You’d made up your mind to go home ~Here comes your baby ~There’s a riot in your eardrums ~~Here comes your baby ~And the center starts to cave in ~There’s no point in trying to blend in ~There goes all that you believed in ~~Here comes your baby ~There goes all that you believed in
Under the vertical garden ~In the fluorescent light ~You came up with a plan ~Then you let it go ~~Look at the vertical garden ~The shiny artificial plants ~They will never die ~They will never grow ~~Go out of your way ~Or fake it through another day ~Everything is real ~Make your peace with whatever you feel ~~The unwilling coalition of characters crowding your thoughts ~Make too much noise ~And way too little sense ~~When you run out of excuses someday soon ~You might just linger~In the present tense ~~Go out of your way ~Or fake it through another day ~Everything is real ~Make your peace with whatever you feel ~~Make your peace with whatever you feel
I once thought I could get my head in the game ~I had to give up I was going insane ~It was a nasty blow but it's better to know ~I once thought I could get my head in the game ~~We used to go dancing shake worries away ~It set everything right until night became day ~And we all hurried home hoping soon to forget ~Almost seeing the sun rise until the sun set ~~Now maps make me nervous they fill me with dread ~How they seem to tease with the lives I won't have ~Passed on too many chances of playing the fool ~And I doubt there's a heaven so this has to do
Soft-spoken men ~In touch with their feelings~Slowly spending their miles ~~Mild-mannered men ~You've met them for dinner ~They dress up ever so perfectly ~~Playlists and podcasts ~Comfortable couches ~There's some out there made for each of us ~~But not other people~They don't know what they're doing ~They wont do, so you tell yourself ~~You've been spending way too much time alone ~~Soft-spoken preachers ~Of life changing mantras ~Make their way right past your heart ~~As do throwers of tantrums ~Who speak from their livers ~And just make you even surer that ~~Playlists and podcasts ~Comfortable couches ~There's some out there made for each of us ~~But not other people~They don't know what they're doing ~They wont do, so you tell yourself ~~You've been spending way too much time alone
Were I to have been a tiger~I suppose I could do nothing wrong~There'd be no allergies to haunt me~And no words to weave into my songs~~My instincts could betray me~But I wouldn't moan about it~My instincts would betray me~But I’d never dare to blame them~~And all these hours I can taste~They're mine and mine alone to waste~All these hours I can taste~They're mine and mine alone to waste~~Were I to have been vacation~I would be no tropical resort~I'd be a beat up little cottage~I would be a quirky mountain lodge~~You'd be so glad to see me~Something to write home about~You'd be so glad to meet me~But so much more relieved to leave me~~And all these hours I can taste~They're mine and mine alone to waste~All these hours I can taste~They're mine and mine alone to waste
I didn’t want to leave the house~But I followed you~You left our table for the dance floor~I never knew~I sat there looking at the old barkeep~Such sad eyes~For no amount of beauty would he crack a smile~~You can bet I’d dance if I could do it~I would glide on by~Keep my distance from the wall~~You can bet I’d dance if I could do it~I would glide on by~I would sway and they would fall~~I’ve changed my mind a million times~All morning long~I picked through bracelets and bangles~They all felt wrong~Is this whole city hung over?~How the sidewalk sticks~To the rubber beneath my toes~~You can bet I’d dance if I could do it~I would glide on by~Keep my distance from the wall~~You can bet I’d dance if I could do it~I would glide on by~I would sway and they would fall
A bearded band~Playing sad songs~Plaid and denim, head to toe~~You slow dance~On bare feet~With someone you’re not sure you want to know~~Now the singer’s going on about how~Everyone’s suddenly really into food~~He tucks his hair~Behind his ear~You wonder what he looks like in the nude~~The band takes a break~Before the second set~You step outside to smoke a cigarette~~You shelter the flame~Inside your winter jacket~It’s not even eleven yet~~Now your mind jumps back to the early morning~Looking out the window, half asleep~~The neighbor’s cat~Coming home real proud~A sparrow trapped between his teeth

Reading the cheerful taglines~On the places you can still afford to rent~You wonder where the money went~It was just there~~Scaling up the blurry pictures~Flashes bouncing off the windowpanes~Paint peeling off the wooden frames~Dust everywhere~~Crooked tiles on the bathroom walls~Funny little entrance halls~It gets to be~Too much to bear~~Could you ever call it home?~~All you wanted was~A country house in the city~Fruit trees, luscious and pretty~Needing no care~~A respectable assortment of linen~Some go-to menus for dinner~And quiet weekends~~Could you ever call it home?
Walked by the place where I first came to be~And where my father was born thirty-four years before me~It was named~After the Holy Trinity~~Third generation heathen~Born among the tireless sisters~A late addition~To a very fragile sum~~And now that I’m barely younger~Than they were when they had me~I let myself stop and wonder~At the Holy Trinity~~I lost track of afternoons in books~We were never allowed any pets~Except for the turtles who died~In their sad little tank~~And they would argue in restaurants~Even after they finally called it quits~Their hard-won cool burning up~In a matter of seconds~~And now that I’m barely younger~Than they were when they had me~I let myself stop and wonder~At the Holy Trinity
I’ve never read a single page of the bible~And sleep wants nothing to do with me~I wasn’t looking for a friend or a rival~But if you're going to force me to choose you know which one I’ll be~~You’ve got nothing on me~So back the hell down~You’ve got nothing on me~~You are a clever storyteller; I will give you that~Given the chance you’d make the world see red~Yet I’d much rather not engage in these antics~Don’t you get enough trouble from the voices in your head?~~You’ve got nothing on me~So back the hell down~Back the hell down~~I’ve seen the ink in your neck~I’ve seen the friends that you’ve made~I’ve seen you breaking all the rules~~I know the words that you preach~And the excuses you make~Bad workers always blame their tools~~You’ve got nothing on me~So back the hell down~You’ve got nothing on me

Our heads are hurting and our eyes are heavy~And the sun is shining down too bright~Our lips are dry and our limbs are aching~And the sun is shining down too bright~~Both feet in the sand~Chin up, baby~~Skin pulled tight and chimes in our ears~The air is burning~It’s not quite what we had in mind~The air is burning~~Our heads are hurting and our eyes are heavy~And the sun is shining down too bright~Our lips are dry and our limbs are aching~And the sun is shining down too bright~~Both feet in the sand~Chin up, baby
Never had a favorite color~Never won a single fight~I still can’t cook like a grown up~And I was late to learn how to drive~~I should I could I’ll try I might~Yet there’s something I got right~~I’ve got you to come home to~~Mostly I stay out of trouble~On the right side of the tracks~I just kind of lost my nerve and~Didn’t work to win it back~~I should I could I’ll try I might~Yet there’s something I got right~~I’ve got you to come home to
No it doesn’t make me look like a million bucks~No, not even close, you see~~That is not my color, dear, and it never was~You should know that after thirty-seven years~~There are days when I regret the hour we met~But I know I’d be lost out on my own~I’m tired~Please take me home~~Sometimes when I wake up I feel so light and free~Then I turn and see you lying next to me~~Can’t remember when I last spent the night away~Come to think of it, I can’t think of the day~~There are days when I regret the hour we met~But I know I’d be lost out on my own~I’m tired~Please take me home
I can’t handle the summer~How I long for the slippery sidewalks~Water dripping into my neck~~Riding on a crowded bus~I’d write some good advice~On the foggy glass~~Along the lines of~~Take it slow~Learn to let it go~Take it slow~~I can’t handle the summer~I can’t handle the heat~I fall in love every two seconds~It’s kind of embarrassing~~And I ignore the nagging voice~Trying to give me good advice~Along the lines of~~Take it slow~Learn to let it go~Take it slow
In a rusty drawer~In the other room~Covered in rubber bands~And old day planners~~There’s a photograph~Of the two of you~~In love~In Spain~~A couple of heartbreakers~~Sunburn~Canvas shoes~Matching headaches~And matching tattoos~~Where did those people go~The two who could steal the show?~~In love~In Spain~~A couple of heartbreakers
I’d win the award~For most amusing on board~Why don’t you want to dance with me?~~I’ve been to the fjords~Spent a semester abroad~Why don’t you want to sleep with me?~~I’ve been getting to know~Your father and his wife~I’d been plotting my way~My way into your life~~I used to live on the fence~But now I just want to dance~Why don’t want to sway with me?~~My heart is solid gold~I always do what I'm told~Why wouldn’t you want to carry me?~~I’ve been getting to know~Your father and his wife~~I’d win the award~I swear you’d never be bored~~You’re light blue eyed~That’s from your mother’s side~Now you won’t even look at me~~I’ve been getting to know~~I guess it hardly qualifies~As the end of the world
Let's dance on the eggshells we planted about~Well, aren't you sick of just going around~I got all I could out of playing it nice~There's glory in anger~There's goodness in vice~~There's just no reason why we should behave~We did what we' re told and yet nothing was saved~We got all we could out of playing it nice~There's glory in anger~There's goodness in vice~~Set me free from you and~I'll set you free from me~But first~Let's tear our home to pieces~Let's make the neighbors call the police~Let's tear our home to pieces~Let's find some furious sweet release
If you're going to break my heart~Then please just do it fast~If you're going to crush my hopes~Then hurry while they still last~~I know you wish you could just run~But, honey, so does everyone~~I've given up hope~I've given up on us~I've given up hope on you~~If it's going to be like that~Then please just act your age~If you're going to be like that~At least you do it offstage~~I know you wish you could just run~The world won't stop for anyone~~I've given up hope~I've given up on us~I've given up hope on you~~I know you wish you could just run~The world won't stop for anyone
Never wear the same suit twice when people come to see you play~Always mind your hair and mind your manners put your words away~You can’t always tell when somebody is taking a picture so just look good~~You know it all comes down to~It always will come down to~Blood and bones~Bones and blood~~Here’s another round another crowd for you to charm alone~Smoke a cigarette and put it out and soon you can go home~~You know it all comes down to~It always will come down to~Blood and bones~Bones and blood
if you go and leave me now~You're never going to know how good I could become~In a couple of years i'd be cooking you dinner~In a couple of years i'd be giving you children~~If you go and leave this now~You're only going to know the worst part of me~I'm studying to become a better person~And i've only just begun to get the point of the lesson~~Which of the sheets in the closet are yours~Which of the napkins in the drawers are yours~Which of the glasses in the cupboard are yours~C'mon and stay~~Which of the t-shirts that I sleep in are yours~Which of the records in the shelves are yours~How about the cat, is it mine or yours~C'mon and stay~~C'mon and stay

Life is good by the ones you love~When the ones you love behave~Cause when they don't it makes you mad~But you breathe in deep and brave it~~The vilest thing about family~It's that they own your heart for life~They can make it hurt and make it bleed~And they don't even have to try~~Try and enjoy the scenery~And the lovely, tangy wine~Get your hopes down from where they're hung~And be sure to hold the line~~The vilest thing about family~It's that they own your heart for life~They can make it hurt and make it bleed~And they don't even have to try
Can we skip right to the part when everything is okay~When the rocky path we trod is far enough away~When we can remember the good times and have a laugh~When it’s clear in both our minds we’d never take it back~~You’ll tell me that you like my new shirt~I’ll tell you that I love your new shoes~I’ll let you know it’s so good to see you~You’ll let it slip you found someone new~~Can’t we just agree that this is not the way to go~That we’ve had more than enough of the devil we know~It has grown so tall and it’s got a mind of its own~If we let it loose you know it’ll chew us to the bone~~You’ll tell me that you like my new shirt~I’ll tell you that I love your new shoes~I’ll let you know it’s so good to see you~You’ll let it slip you found someone new
It comes up from the ground just to haunt you~It creeps up and no one else can see~And the harder you try just to look the other way~Well the harder it bites at your sanity~~All the anger you felt surging through you~All the pain that you thought was behind you~All the love you once felt, all the love that was gone~It comes up from the ground just to haunt you
I don’t know but I have been told~There are people you can look up in the right boulevards~In their dingy offices~They’ll take care of you~They’ll patch you up, they’ll keep you all from~Crying~~In their dingy offices~Cluttered with paper stacks~And artifacts to keep you all from~Crying
If felt as good as you~I would take to wearing gold~If I knew the things you do~I wouldn't dread this getting old~~No it doesn't take a genius~To get where you're coming from~Oh this heart that i've neglected~It could sing a different song~~Your eyes full of sullen wisdom~Full of sorrow for my failures~Your head full of blissful boredom~You've given up on my troubles~~No it doesn't take a genius~To get where you're coming from~Oh this heart that i've neglected~It could sing a different song
They think you're bad but you think they're worse~You'll bring them down with a single verse~And they'll never know what has hit them 'til~You take over the world and bend it at your will~~Easy to miss that you had a plan~But they'll curse themselves once they understand~Fodder for their jokes all those years and still~You take over the world and bend it at your will~~They can be relied on but they sure can't sing~Beaches in the summer mountains in the spring~Everyday's another small step up that hill~And you take over the world and bend it at your will
Give it up for those who have the guts~To hurt who they love~When they really have to~~Those who have the guts to love themselves~Above all the rest~When they really must~~There isn’t much I wouldn’t do for you~But don’t ask me to~Stick around forever~~There isn’t much I wouldn’t do for you~So don’t ask me to~Stick around forever~~Large amounts~Of fun and songs~But you still go hungry~You can still go hungry
Intentions are hanging in the air~So are the feelings~But words can’t seem to find their way out of your mouth~We sit in silence~~And this is leading us nowhere~There’s no way to go from here~And although I’m trying hard~You still want to disappear~~It’s always seemed like a waste of time to talk~And now we seem to have forgotten how it’s done~As we stare at everything but each other~So very quietly~~And this is leading us nowhere~There’s no way to go from here~And although I’m trying hard~You still want to disappear
I won't be your ashtray~I won't be your mom~~I don't want to~I'm not going to~I don't want to~I don't want to~I'm not going to choke~To choke~~I won't forget your birthday~I won't drink your beer~I won't smoke inside~I won't throw away your pillow~~I don't want to~I'm not going to~I don't want to~I'm not going to go~To go~~To go~To go
We have had some lovely times~Though we fight the weirdest fights~You went out to clear your head~Said you didn't understand~~That I might just be looking for some answers~That maybe I’m just trying to find some hope~Why did I never feel like I couldn't live without you~I why did I never feel like you're a part of me~~And it's hard if you have ever been in love~To live every day to go through your life without it~~When you left I was so sad~Thinking about what you said~Maybe you're not coming back~And that might not be that bad~~’Cause maybe I have had enough of this~Maybe I'm ready for something else~I want to feel like I couldn't live without it~I want to feel like it's a part of me~~And it's hard if you have ever been in love~To live every day to go through your life without it
It's a story of misuse~She has nothing left to lose~~She can't love you so she's better off unloved~She can't touch you so she's better off untouched~She can't have you so it's best that she's alone~If she can't have you~~Seeing you she falls apart~Seeing you it breaks her heart~~There's no way she'll ever love like she loved then~Just no way she'll ever feel like that again~She's accepted that she'll never have no one~If she can't have you

My my my~My my my what a beautiful day~And I’m here~~My my my what a beautiful day~And you’re here~~My my my~My my my what a beautiful day~And I’m here~~My my my what a beautiful day~And you’re here
I can’t speak like I always do~The words come out all funny~And I’m not sure what it is about you~But I almost call you honey~~And I feel like telling you~All the things you make me want to do~~Hope I know when to stop~~I went home alone that night~And I do not regret it~I’m still not sure what I will do~The next time I am close to you~~Will I feel like telling you~All the things you make me want to do?~~Will I know when to stop?
I don’t want to scare you but it has begun~Few hours left before the morning sun~~It’s about to come~~There’s nothing wrong with wanting to go on~No one’s going to blame you if you choose to run~~It’s about to come
I can’t only be in love with you~During my lonely hours~I can’t go without thinking of you~For days on end~~And then tremble when~I talk to you~Wonder what~You think of me~Be sure that I’m~In lust with you~~And dream of you~Dream of you
The rain began to fall~And so the dance began~I feel it in my bones~This isn’t meant to last~I feel it in my blood~This isn’t going to end~I feel it in my bones~This will be over soon~I feel it in my bones~This isn’t going to end

Took my guitar and I wrote for you~Don’t think I could do much better than this~You asked me for it and so here it is~(Oh, come on, please)~A song to celebrate our love~~Maybe you never would have had the guts~If I hadn’t been the one to move first~But I’m so happy that I took the plunge~Now we can celebrate our love
Came to know you one night at a bar~One beer, two beers, three beers~You’re telling me the story of your life~And I don’t really want to hear it~I have only just met you~~As the booze sinks in~The air becomes unbearable~As the booze sinks in~The air becomes unbearable~In here~~Came to hate you that night at the bar~Four beers, five beers, six beers~I can’t stand it anymore~So I left early that night and you stayed~Drinking your lonely glass~As I walked away~~Once the booze sunk in~The air became unbearable~Once the booze sunk in~The air became unbearable~In there
Once I was scared for you~Now I am scared of you~Is it ever going to be okay?~~I’m all torn up inside~I’m thinking run and hide~I never thought it would end this way~~Millions of seconds right up to that moment of craziness~I do not think I’ll be able to give it all up just yet~~Out in the cold again~Wondering out loud again~I owe it to you that I am back here~~Called my friends for advice~Am I paying some price~Was it my fault that you disappeared~~Millions of seconds right up to that moment of craziness~I do not think I’ll be able to give it all up just yet
Finally I understand~What it’s like not to hold your hand~Finally I know how it feels~~Heartbreak of mine won’t you leave me behind~Won’t you let me go on with my life?~~I will have to search skin deep~For the shallow life I seek~~Maybe it will take someone~Without a trace of innocence~Maybe it will just take a moment~~Heartbreak of mine won’t you leave me behind~Won’t you let me go on with my life?~~I will have to search skin deep~For the shallow life I seek
There are things that I don’t know~And I’m fine with it~Concepts I can’t even grasp~It’s okay~~But there are things that I can’t bare~Others I just do not dare to ask you~~Are you going to make me happy?~Are you going to make me angry?~Are you going to make me sorry?~~ There are things that I just don’t understand~Like what exactly were you after when you held my hand~~And there are things that I can’t bare~Others I just do not dare to ask you~~Are you going to make me happy?~Are you going to make me angry?~Are you going to make me sorry?